Awe

 

Awe

they rise
gargantuan

icons
of the clever human

they vibrate
with the rush
and chaos
of synapse
and sinew

they hum
with
networked urgency

data
outdistancing
comprehension

‘we can’
beyond the reach
of ‘should we’

bedecked
in stainless
stone
and such

a halogen blaze
of neon fire

they surge
with the impulse
of power
and greed

temples
of
avarice

embellished
here and there
by art
and
true creative touch

though
sadly
short fallen

they are erected
englassened
and festooned

in varying shape
and differing size
they flank
in concrete corridors

that criss
and cross

blink
beep
and ring

that buzz
belch
hiss

and stink

they regiment
the like-minded
that submit

huddled within

college’d clones
connected
protected
directed
and inspected
in their daily dealings

haughty monoliths
that intimidate
and amaze
with cold
calculated
majesty

but
they are
ego’s folly

for they do not
cannot
touch the soul

nor offer solace
to the human core
that seeks
the folded petal’s mystery

that marvels
at the smallness
of a changing frond

at the might
of gnarled bark

the magic
of budding branch

they do not
touch the spirit
soothed
by wind and water

thrilled
by song of birds
or swoop of hawks

enlivened
by the yelp
or bark
or bleat of beasts

they cannot
reach the soul
that needs
to know and see
a salmon’s trek

the dolphin’s arc

an open sky

the roll of unobstructed clouds
or fall of stars

they have nothing
for the soul
that needs to hear
the crack of thunder
resound for miles
across the plain
then off the mountain’s face

they fail
the human core
that needs
the fresh embrace of rain

the crisp and quiet
drift of snow

the hues and sway
of living fields

They leave the spirit cold
that needs
to watch the orchard’s blossoms
bloom to fruit

see forests
thick beyond horizons

or feel
the lift of cresting surf

no…

there are no human constructs
that satisfy
this need to know
evolving natural wonders

that inspire

resonate
the heart

that liberate
the soul
to leave one
truly filled

with awe

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rob kistner © 2008

 

Motherless

 

A darker reality of Mother’s Day.

 

Motherless

bastard’s lament

undesired

discarded

thrown away

though whole
sound
and useful

no matter

labeled mistake
misbegotten
unfortunate

left behind

alone
by the side
of life’s road

to endure
the harsh weather
of abandonment

tried
convicted
sentenced for life

to suffer confusion
shame

the sorrow
of the unwanted

condemned

guilty only
of the crime
of inconvenience

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rob kistner © 2008

 

This Jounery

 

This Journey

this journey
has been fraught
with wonder
joy
sadness
awe
and tears

it’s carried me
‘cross boundaries
borders
mass of lands
‘cross time
and space

it’s shown me
mysteries
marvels

good & evil

the best
the least
the unfortunate

it’s brought me pleasures
fame
and fortune

to claim them back
with no remorse

I’ve known satisfaction
adulation
a woman’s love
a child’s passing

it’s been true
and faithful

genuine

to turn away
and
break
my heart

it’s been fact
fiction
and fantasy

I’ve been
ignored

I’ve been
betrayed

honored
as a man
of standing

then
left behind
to cry
alone

I’ve traveled
light
I’ve traveled
fast

I’ve stumbled
burdened
weighed with grief

I’ve lead
and followed
lost my way
regained direction
then disappeared

I’ve walked hand in hand
with fear
and death

stared down
depression

to be consumed

then arose
to once again
go forth
without a clue
my destination

with no regard
the fated outcome
nor consideration
of my plight

long ago
I lost my worry
having learned
it’s of no use

I’ve realized
despite
our difference

at the core
we’re all
the same

this realm
we entered
all alone
and here we’ll leave
alone again

but
all of this
is of no matter

foolish so
to dwell upon

of no concern
of no regard
most certainly
not worth the measure

because
in reflection
one sees too late

it was
this journey
that was the treasure

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rob kistner © 2008

 

Faithful (a haiku)

 

 

Faithful

time is a tyrant
it will chill the spring blue jay
yet still I am true

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rob kistner © 2008

 

Earth (celebrate Earth Day 2008)

 

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Gaia Suite

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The Balance

mother gaia
you embrace us

carry us safely

as we hurtle
thousands of miles
every hour
of every day

through infinite space

you provide for us
our every need

sustain our bodies
with your abundance

nurture our spirits
with your beauty
and endless wonders

your need is simple

that we live in balance
with your rhythms

with our fellow travelers
on this amazing journey

that we know gratitude

humble stewards
of your countless gifts

for millennium
upon millennium
we lived
in harmony

attentive

reverent

but we’ve grown arrogant

foolishly
we believe
we have dominion
over you

over all in your realm

in pursuit of intellect
we lost our sense

our equilibrium

lost our way

even as we watch you suffer
we cling to our ego

to our destructive delusion
of supremacy

we do not see
do not understand

please forgive us

be patient

do not forsake us
we can learn

we must learn

love for you
is still strong
among your wayward children

this voice of love
cries out

please listen

it resonates
more loudly
with the passing of time

precious mother gaia

grant us time
to again find our way
our humility
our center

the balance

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Gaia Weeps

(haiku)

man seeks dominion

frail balance has been disturbed

gaia is weeping

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Gaia Yields

(haiku)

seeds push seeking sun

sky is pulling with spring rain

gaia yields new life

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rob kistner © 2008

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artwork at top entitled “Gaia•Evo (earth evolving)” by: rob kistner © 1997
artwork at bottom entitled “Gaia Yields” by: rob ksitner © 2007
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True Work

 

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True Work

I bend my back
squat
then straighten at the waist

hunkered ‘neath the weight
I lift clean the load
the warehouseman’s refrain
always on my mind

back straight
lift with the legs

the first test — no result

I try a second
then a third

on and on
day after day
long hours in the lab

the formula must be perfect
only perfect will save lives

drywall must be flush
and plumb
also square and seamless

meticulously
I set each sheet
with the level and the bob

then pause
to wipe my sweating brow

I curse my keyboard

do battle with fatigue

I coax the vision
to commit to screen
the first draft of my design

to then modify
and refine

until — the ultimate creation

these — and countless others

elements of the work I do
or did
or may yet do

and I am you
and you are me
and we are all together
in this constant labor
for our daily bread

but – this is not our true work

to bend to lift someone in need
to help carry their burden
until they again stand steady

to seek the components of peace
to formulate the dialog
that fosters understanding

to measure well my tolerance
to stand squarely flush
with truth and level justice

to visualize a free world
to create enduring possibility
for universal love

this — is the true work
in the final sweep
‘round the face of time

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rob kistner © 2008

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collage above entitled: “Soul Currency” — by: rob kistner © 2007
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